rain

its 2:18 am here in singapore. and from our hdb i can hear drops of rain and thunders. yes, im still up. its sunday morning and no work. and despite the heavy downpour, i am happy relaxing on my bed. im happy that its the weekend! yehey. relax-relax muna. 

im sorry about my last post. i mean dapat i should learn to handle things properly. to never stress out on things i can control. and let God handle those I cannot. 

so there. just wanted to say that 😊

6:25am

its half pass the hour of 6 in the morning, its still dark here in singapore. my work starts at 8 and i woke up at 5. after that i cannot sleep anymore. i decided to do my laundry. 

working here is good. its humbles me. i gain experience and i get to live in this beautiful country. and i am forever grateful for the opportunity

but let me vent here somethings i wanna say for so long. human beings can only take so much. and i have my limits too. i am for the first time exhausted at work. my class is way beyond the teacher:student ratio. yes, its the job that pays the rent. but they stretch heavily on every dollar they paid us by the work load. its all about the money here. and im close to resigning. 

what can i do? my contract ends jan 2015.