Blogger ako dati :)

Nowadays, I'm trying to find in me the blogger I once was when Multiply was up in 2007. I cannot organize my thoughts using only my iphone5. But im too lazy to sit infront of my laptop. I guess when you're young, you cant wait to share your take on things and events and now I'm a little older, I feel that nothing is really new here on Earth and opinions are different from every perspective ---and all of them are "right", I was told. 

Plus to this, Im super busy at work, I have to make extra effort to find time for me to blog or do things I really enjoy. 

Hmmm wala lang random thoughts ulit :)

I remember

Some pain, some things, special people, will always be a part of me. And no amount of time can erase you in my heart and mind. I still remember you Lola Eniang. I'll always will. I pray my love reaches you there in heaven.

rain

its 2:18 am here in singapore. and from our hdb i can hear drops of rain and thunders. yes, im still up. its sunday morning and no work. and despite the heavy downpour, i am happy relaxing on my bed. im happy that its the weekend! yehey. relax-relax muna. 

im sorry about my last post. i mean dapat i should learn to handle things properly. to never stress out on things i can control. and let God handle those I cannot. 

so there. just wanted to say that 😊

6:25am

its half pass the hour of 6 in the morning, its still dark here in singapore. my work starts at 8 and i woke up at 5. after that i cannot sleep anymore. i decided to do my laundry. 

working here is good. its humbles me. i gain experience and i get to live in this beautiful country. and i am forever grateful for the opportunity

but let me vent here somethings i wanna say for so long. human beings can only take so much. and i have my limits too. i am for the first time exhausted at work. my class is way beyond the teacher:student ratio. yes, its the job that pays the rent. but they stretch heavily on every dollar they paid us by the work load. its all about the money here. and im close to resigning. 

what can i do? my contract ends jan 2015.

7

I'm now on my 7th month in Singapore and counting. Looking back, remembering life in my native country, reading and seeing my old facebook entries, I realized how fleeting a moment can be and how suddenly everything becomes just a memory. 

I missed my cousin Ira who has always been with me through my so called "bummer" days, my heartbroken moments all the way to my "glory" days. Yes, she's there all those times---whether I liked it or not. Living together in Lola's house does not give us so much choice, do we? Hehe. Oh how we dreamt back then, and how we talked about redeeming ourselves in the future. It felt infinite to me. I guess now she's in the U.S with husband Raf, I will be missing her more when I go vacationing in Ph.

Life here is life in its rawness form - unprotected, a jungle in the city, survival of the fittest kind of thing. But I like here somehow. I've learned a little and I'm still learning. 

your choice la

sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. whatever your situation is, do not take it seriously. its life. life happens. and everybody has its share of ups and downs. do not complain. do not compare. do not underestimate anyone--you'll never know their capabilities and you'll never know what lies in the future. choose happiness. choose gratitude for the things you have now. choose love. choose God.... choose God.

  

babala

may mga taong di mapapagkatiwaan ang kanilang mga salita. papalit palit ang kanilang isipan. di alam ang talagang gusto. walang matinong plano.  iwasan ang mga ito. nakakagalet!

Note to self

Never under estimate anything, anyone. 

early mussings

4:58 am now. times like this, i want to walk down the west coast beach area (which is a few minutes away fr my place) and listen to the waves of the sea. 

tomorrow is another day of THE day

12:14 am singapore time 

goodnight! 

reviving the blogger in me

What would be the cheapest way  to release stress? Well for me, write about it! Go blog it! Hehe. 

I just hope blogger won't break my heart like multiply and friendster did when they closed their site.